Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Eve of Creation

by Patturns


Moderation is Octobers theme... as Moon and Venus inspire passionate Desire... racing Hearts need reliable brakes to avoid repeating past mistakes.

Time marks our Knots of Expression.. Suppressed Emotion.

The Clock's Tick ties every Moment in place in a numbered space with every Tock~Talk or Knot.

Time ceased to Circle when the Digital Light LED us to Numerical Minutes of Sacred Geometry.

The Knots loosened with curiosity beckoning discovery. And as the Knots untied.. what lied in weighted wait.. vanished before our eyes and we felt the Lightness of Being lifting our Spirits.

Untying the Knot can only be achieved with Heart & Mind Unity. The pain locked within the Heart is held prisoner by the Mind.... guarding THOHT with staunch conviction aligning with Belief Restrictions and conforming to the Rule of Thumb the leverage of Limitation. Retracing the Labyrinth of Life the maze of Whys will yield bountiful Wisdom as the chaff falls away revealing the Seeds of Truth.

Knowing and Owning the Truth illuminates the missing Peace of Mind that gives Clarity to the meaning of Forgiveness. Liberated from the Ties that Bind to Time the Tick in space is erased and nothing remains... but the Whole of All... the Soul Source of Infinite Love.

Time excellerates with each Knot set Free.... for nothing remains to Hold it in place. We feel the urgency to fill the space as emptiness sweeps us clean... then second sight spots the Light and nothing is as it seems. Uncovering the Truth bares the bones of Beliefs and they
Be Lies.

We begin aknew... Knowing this is the Eve of Creation.

Retrograding Mars gives us 2 months and 9 days to slow the pace and design solutions for current deterrents in our Evolution.

Follow Your Heart
Patturns



Copyright © 2005 P. C. Myers. All Rights Reserved.

Monday, September 06, 2004

Wizard of Words

by Patricia C. Myers


I met THOHT one Winter's Day was it March or was it May. Winter has a way of holding on in the High Country.

The walls and floor were not quite warm even though a fire burned hot white in the wood stove. I sat upon a sea of Flagstone visually traveling the zig zagging lines connecting mismatched puzzle pieces that had fallen from so many Lives.


I knew the woman that built this old adobe.. although we've never met. She formed her Dreams out of clay and straw... wood and stone... and water. The Wind dried it and Sun baked it and a Home was born. I was Honored to share this Sacred Space with a woman willing to share her Soul.

Clouds had been gathering all morning.. stacking up against
the Sangre de Cristo mountains creating a mound of moguls covering the sky. The undeniable mark of the Snow Cloud. The room took on a soft,golden-pink glow from the fire as the sky darkened and Goose Feathers floated gently past the window.

Snowflakes that size are remarkably Magical. It's the Peter Pan energy.. and Tinkerbell too! Of course, I ran to the window to feast upon the scene. My child within came alive instantly. Magic is the Child of Self.. the fresh innocence of spontaneous flowing Joy. I watched as they shrank before my eyes and a flurry of wind caught the last of the downy fluff and set them dancing through the crack in the window frame tumbling into a white melting heap.

The wind picked up and the snow kept pace. I gave the fire another helping of Pinon and a few Ponderosa just for good measure. It is an act of reverance for each piece holds the energy of the moment when we first encountered each other. Cutting, hauling, pitching and stacking... snippets of memory come alive as I touch tangible Time. It is hard for me to burn this friend that sustains my Life. I am grateful.

I cozy into my Sacred Space. Before me lay the Sacred Objects that have found their way to me. Feathers, stones, crystals, shells, Ancient tools, arrowheads, and wood carvings... placed as Spirit directs amidst six burning candles each one holding their unique essence of... Peace, Protection, Passion, Harmony, Balance and Love. Sage still lingers in the room and trails throughout the house. Meditation continues for I have given my prayers of gratitude and greeted All Directions. It is Time to open the Akashic Records and make 'Copius Notes'.

This has been the most structured encounter with Akashic Records. My wandering thoughts grouped as I began to write. The focus is once again the tonal sounds and construction of letters and numbers. As I draw them they become symbols... Universal Symbols. My Deepest Knowing connects with them creating a wave of energy that rushes through my Self. Now, to find the Words to bring that Deep Knowing alive within Other Selves.

It's best to write them Sans Serif... straight line.. am I thinking or am I receiving... my thoughts pick up speed and start to race. Focus.. on what? A flash of lightning punctuates the question... not uncommon in a snow storm.
No thunder followed.. it was for illumination. Joyce, a treasured friend drifted through my Mind. We share our Spiritual Journey complimenting each others path. Last evening we had an engaging conversation about Thoth and the Emerald Tablets. Thoth.. we laughed between repeated attempts to say it so it sounded dignified. What a silly label to place on such an important energy field.. the Origin of Thought.

I drew each letter.. all capitals.. straight as an arrow. THOUGHT THOTH I said each one out loud and burst into laughter once more. Thoth... it sounds like a mouthful of dry crackers. I could see the crumbs spewing forth as I said the name again. Then distinctively the sound of a clearing voice sliced through the room. I turned searching for the source and saw nothing.

"I am here!" There was no audible voice connected to the statement. It came via the Akashic which is a sensory feeling that flows from Heart and Mind intertwined as the perfect Balance of Feminine Masculine energy. I said nothing
but simply thought.. where? "Here.. Hear" resonated back to me.

"I am Thoth." "Oh." I reply softly feeling a bit sheepish having just had a good belly laugh comparing this Presence to dry crackers.

"You are right... you Know." Thoth cleared his throat. "When my name is spoken the way it is written it does sound like a mouthful of dry crackers." The room filled with another flash of lightning that ended with a thunderous roll of what sounded like laughter. I joined in and together we enjoyed another round of mirth.

Tears of Joy streamed from my eyes in this refreshing release of emotion. I reached for a Kleenex setting free the tears to drop like wet missels exploding upon the words I had just written obliterating the letters UG and leaving THO__HT.

"How appropriate!" I THOHT... and THOHT agreed.


Follow Your Heart
Patturns



Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
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Saturday, August 28, 2004

Unraveling the Paradigm

by Patricia C. Myers






Defined Light
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Unraveling the Paradigm is to 'Understand the Unravelings.'

They are the structural threads weaving the flowing

Tapestry of Love~Light.

One thread separated and became Two II.

IOI

Love~Light Mattered and Mothered Life and Fathered Further.

Together they Define Light. One can not exist without the Other.

The dynamics of Time secured Love~Light Matter by tying 'Knots' in the flowing Infinite Spiral of Source Knowing. All to give Space for Expansion by slowing the flow... lowering the vibrational frequency... giving birth to Physical Matter.

The 'Knots' that tied us in Two Being Alive.

T W O B E I N G A L I V E

GOING IT ALONE

NOT OWNING ALL ONE LOVE

LIVING A LIE

BELIEVING IT

LONGING TO BE ONE IN LOVE AGAIN



Follow Your Heart
Patturns




Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004

'Sirius Illumination'

by Patricia C. Myers




'Illumination ~ God-Us Awakens'
Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
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8:8 Lions Gate

On August 8, 2004 we are given an opportunity to walk through a 'Doorway of Ancient Seeing', the 8:8 LIONS GATE. This Awakening will occur within the cellular records of the Pineal Gland. These cellular records are held within a crystalline structure, which exists in the codon of the DNA….The 8:8 STARGATE VIBRATION is symbolic of the human DNA kept separate and secret purposefully. From the time of July 23, 2004 until September 23, 2004 the symbiotic relationship that humanity has had with earth life will shift into direct alignment with a time passageway.
Gillian MacBeth-Louthan




And the Thrush knocks Twice.

On 7-23-2003 = 8... the star Sirius rose before the Sun heralding the birth of the Atlantean-Egyptian-Sirian New Year sending a stellar stream of Awareness preceeding Day Light. And as the grains of sand fall through the Hour Glass.. we stretched our slumbering Souls into Awakeness preparing to receive the Wave of Christ Consciousness on 11-8-2003... the Harmonic Concordance.

We discovered we were 'Out of Step' with the Dance of Harmony and we turned to each other as partners learning Knew Rhythms. We held fast searching for that next step that would Spin our World into Heaven Once More. We changed partners often... tending tender toes.

Venus Transit 6-8-2004 = 11 opened the Passageway of the Heart... removing the Veils hiding Truth. Truth can no longer be denied the Light. The Brilliance of Truth is Blinding... overwhelming the Mind as the Matrix begins to unravel.

Tendrils of Heart Feeling their way to make Sense with THOHT... through the tunnels of the Mind... finding shreading Matrix threads searching for the Light.

Grasp the Moment of Truth.

We Are Home.

Follow Your Heart
Patturns


Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
All Rights Reserved.

Intuitive Consultations by Request




Tuesday, August 17, 2004

The Search for Authentic Self

by Patricia C. Myers



Fire Red Sunset
Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
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Snippets of the Toltec Teachings have appeared in a variety of writings lately.. none of which grabbed my attention to look further.. until just recently. As I skimmed the first few paragraphs.. I felt as though the author had been remote viewing my Life. It's fascinating to see Ancient Wisdom embrace our Presence.


The Authentic Self has not donned the Human wraps of Ego... the Reflections of Others perception of our Presense~Pretense.


Presense is the Measure of Sensory Perception.. great or small proportionate to achieve Life Purpose.


Pretense is the 'Role'.. the Physical form we occupy to achieve Life Purpose.. PRE = Before Birth TENSE = the tension created by Duality's structure.. Polarity.. Action ~ Re-Action.. to hold Manifested Matter in place.


All Beings at birth arrive in Divine Innocence. Humans will linger in Innocence the length of Time that serves Life Purpose. But ultimately.. the layers of Ego cover the Authentic Self obscuring the connection to the degree of appropriateness for each individual.


To remain in Divine Innocence is to remain cognizant of the Authentic Self... the Stream of Resonance called 'Knowing'.

My childhood brilliantly provided the perfect atmosphere to nurture and encourage the 'Knowing Dreamer'... my Authentic Self. I remained in my Stream of Resonance.. my 'Knowing' until a Near Death Experience at 15.

The NDE enabled my Ego Presense ~ Pretense to participate in Life.. in Reality Duality. Authentic Self would become 'Obedient' to Ego pressures and override my 'Knowing'.. unless it was appropriate for my 'Knowing' to step in and override Ego.


In the late 70's the Ego Onion appeared in my Life.. inviting me to begin peeling the layers... Timed perfectly with the avalanche of Metaphysical awakenings sweeping the Minds of Spiritual Seekers. By mid-80's it was Time to disrobe Ego and return to Authentic Self. I left all that I had Known in my Life of 43 years.


This Path of reclaiming Authenticity traced to Taos, New Mexico.. a Power Mecca for Enlightenment. Life was the 'Flip' side of the Paradox.. designed to bring Real Time Clarity by Living it's Truth.

In Deed.. it called upon Authentic Self for Survival.

There have been many 'Head Scratching' moments. Not only did I have to Face my Truth.. I had to Own It.. which for my Self meant Loving my Monsters.. seeing how cleverly I created the perfect situations to 'Push Me'.. the Taurus Bull and get on with the Path of Purpose. Once I figured out the interplay of Duality.. it expanded comprehension exponentially.


It amazes me how well prepared I was for the Journey.. a long list of 'Victimizations' that fueled the anger that charged the Bull to 'Move On'... suddenly transformed into the 'Great Ah Ha'... counter balancing certain situations with Life threatening implications.

This is one of those 'Realizations'.. that gives Chills of Knowing.. most satisfying.. to say the least.

As for "...the stories one made for one's Life.".... every moment of Now.. is delicately Balanced with All That Is.. on Earth... the Universe and Beyond.

Feeling the full strength of Emotions necessary to Catalyze the action fueling this Path of Discovering Authentic Self can find your Self Waking in Turbulent Sees.

A Balancing THOHT to maintain ballast... every thing expressed.. exchanged.. enacted with another is the Gift of Opportunity to experience the full Measure of Emotion.

It is the Way of the Dance with Light and Dark.



Follow Your Heart
Patturns


Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
All Rights Reserved.

Hitch Hiker

by Patricia C. Myers




Sugar Kitty
Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
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The Sun was slipping fast as night pushed it's way across the expansive sky. It was the inbetween Mystical Time when the Elves and Faries spin fantasy with delight. I could feel my Spirits lifting as San Luis grew larger on the horizon.... 45 minutes and we would be home.

The day was suppose to be relaxing... a long leisurely drive looping around the Sangre de Christo mountains of New Mexico... curving in and out of Colorado's San Luis Valley... the highest Alpine valley in the world. Once a productive agricultural area... ghostly remnants of tumbled down deserted farm buildings gave a last testament of existence.

The mood had grown heavy with silence filled with unspoken words. It numbed the senses and lulled them into trailing THOHTS. Fading silhouettes disappeared into a sea of black and the Lights of San Luis grew brighter. The oldest town in Colorado tucked neatly in the foothills of the mountains had survived the perils of progress.

Approaching the out skirts of town vague shapes took form and revealed real houses. A group of bikers were hanging at the local mechanics shop.. and I zoned my attention in their direction. It looked like fun... they were laughing. My eyes panned to the left drifting without focus... when a flash of white caught my sight.

My Heart stopped then raced.. it was a tiny white kitten making a hesitant attempt to cross the road.. freezing dead center... then turned around and scampered back to the curb. I caught my breath and gave a sigh of relief. In the same instant the kitten started across the road again.. but filled with greater determination.

I watched as it stopped dead center. I was certain it would make the crossing safely... when suddenly it turned around and returned to the safety of the curb. Driving by I spied the tiny kitten eyeing the road one more Time.

Leaning forward to see the kitten in the side mirror... it was a cinch... since it was back in the center of the road. Saved from the silence.. my friend said
"Do you want to turn around?"

Yes... was my reply.

We slowly pulled into a small parking area... where the kitten was taking refuge and stopped. I opened the door.. gently stepping out of the truck saying.. "Kitty.. Kitty.. Kitty." in my best I Love you Kitty voice... and with a couple of leaps and bounds the kitten was safely snuggled in my arms.

I stood up with the little Hitch Hiker in tow and noticed the group of bikers across the road watching me. I shouted out.. "Is this your kitten?" And with a wave of a hand and a loud "Nah.. take it." shouted back.. we were soon on our way home.

That was 11 years ago.


Follow Your Heart
Patturns


Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
All Rights Reserved.

Relation~Shifts

by Patricia C. Myers


Keeping an even keel with our Relationships is tough in turbulent Times.
Connecting the dots to understand unresolved issues finds us deeper in the
issues with a Hop Scotch of Dots. Frustrating at best since everyone has their
fair share of issues. And we find our Selves in a Labyrinth of confusion.

One of the primary issues in Relationships is Trust.

So when the opportunity arrives to delve into relationship issues that need resolve... think of it as going 'Ice Fishing'.

We Know the Ice is thin... so we proceed cautiously... acutely aware of treading
to heavily and potentially 'Cracking' the Ice. We don't venture to far from the shore... since we want the security of what we can 'Bank' on.. while we drop a line in the water to see if we're close to the issues.

If there's a tiny nibble... we feel reassured... prompting a step futher on thin Ice
to try our Luck a little deeper into the issues. With each nuance of success we continue moving further out... until... Whooops... the Ice begins to Crack.

Then we nervously back track.. avoiding the fall into the icy waters of failure.

Truth is it takes real courage to Trust another in a relationship. We want to Trust... but we're having a real struggle with Trusting our own decisions in Life. There are Times we receive more than we bargained for and in rethinking the situation we realize we based our decisions on external approval... rather than our own Truth.

The First Person we have to Trust.... Is Our Self.

And when you do Trust your Self... and the World around you disagrees with your choices in Life... then it's a Real Test. Who am I going to Trust? The opinions of judgement given by those that I am closest to? Or will I Trust what my Heart and Soul guides me to do.

This is the Bottom Line Issue for all relationships. And on a personal level... in any situation where you are dealing with your own inner debate of what choice to make... the Key Factor to consider is... the Ego.

Now.. not Knowing what you use as the definition of the Ego... I can only speak from my own Perception.

We gather our Ego... like a Suit of "Who Am I". Each layer of the Suit is made by those we are the closest to in our Life. The layer is how they See us... Perceive us. It is within the first 15 seconds that we form our Perception of a person... that perception becomes the basis of our Judgement. And with each ensuing encounter... another layer of perception is woven into the original Judgement.

Of course there are many variables to consider at the Time of the encounter. It's entirely possible you remind that person of their worst nightmare.. or their greatest fantasy.

Never the less.. after years of 'Close Encounters' our Ego becomes a strong Suit of Armor. We're comfortable in it.. with respect to the length of Time it took to make the darn thing. We may not like some layers.. but... what the Heck.. it's the best Suit of Armor we've got.

When faced with a decision... what ever it may concern... the first consideration is ... OK.. so what does my Armor tell me... what do I Know about my Self.. as others see me.. because.. that's the only way I really Know I exist.

So.. you go through your check list of 'Who Am I' and review what works
and what doesn't work and reinforce your Boundaries.

But in doing so... inevitably you Circle back to the original Suit of "Who I AM"
and find the Armor is as Strong as ever. The judgements come flooding back...
and they will in Deed... influence your decision. Why.. because it's "Who I Am".

Then one day you will stop and say... "Is that really.. Who I Am?"

And the quest of the Inner Journey to discover your Authentic Self... begins.
Oh.. but this is not a stranger that you are looking for. It's the Heart of Self.
The original Essence of you that was hidden beneath the heavy layers of judgement.
It's the moment of Truth sending waves of warm tingles of Love flowing from the Heart. Resonating in perfect harmony bringing a smile of Knowing.. you've touched your Authentic Self.

It is the Heart of our Essence that flows as the Knowing Feeling that can be so Illusive... and seems always to grapple with the Ego Armor. Then we get it. Ahh.. Ha.. that means this grappling is all about conforming to the Perceptions and Judgements of the Ego Armor. And you realize you've been Seeking Approval... satisfying social consciousness while sacrificing Self.

In that moment of enlightenment... you've peeled away layers of the Ego Armor... Lightening your load of External Judgements and the prevailing Social Consciousness... that operates from the Structure of Survival... and Fear of Social Reprisals.

So when the 'Relation Ship' hits stormy issues that start rocking the boat it's Time to check the Ballast of Life... and consult your Authentic Self.

Oh.. and remember... not everyone has discovered their Truth. They may need a helping hand.

Follow Your Heart
Patturns


Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers.
All Rights Reserved.







"Napoleon"

by Patricia C. Myers




'Napoleon 2004'
Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
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It was a snowy December morning when the gift arrived... unexpected. Snuggled tight in the corner of the kitchen door with a dusting of white upon his rich black coat deep in sleeping dreams Knowing he was Home.


Opening the massive handmade door silently was impossible and with the click of the deadbolt releasing it's grip of security he was instantly returned to the real World... standing up ready to meet his fate. Our eyes met.


It was Love at first sight.


Stepping out the door I kneeled down in front of him... face to face and put my arms around his obedient shoulders and fell into deep pools of Chocolate eyes filled with waning Hope. He had found me... would I recognize him?


"Napoleon"
... without hesitation or conscious THOHT his name claimed his fame.
Burrowing into his soft Teddy Bear ear I whispered...


"I Love you... Napoleon. You are Home."


Waves of missing you tighten and constrict... flooding my Heart...
appearing as tears...
tracing tracks of Time spent together.


Your Love and Loyalty could not be measured...
constantly flowing with infinite pleasure...
the Joy of Being Home.


Follow Your Heart
Patturns



Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
All Rights Reserved.

Intuitive Consultations by Request

Sunday, August 01, 2004

"Lucy Love"

by Patricia C. Myers


'Lucy On Banco'
Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
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It was early Spring 1991. The warmth of the Sun clung to the air giving one last hug before the chill of night. I propped my elbows on the deep wooden window sill and cradled my chin upon my palms.. soaking up the vision of Enchanted New Mexico.. in the foothills of the Sangre de Christo mountains.

I drifted along the fence line.. obviously keeping in the overgrown Sage.. which had already spilled out and covered the entire South West. It wore the skeleton beauty of Winter... with ever so tiny new leaf beginning to bud. Just beyond the rickety fence praying for strength to keep standing was the gravel road that curved and looped as it descended into the Village of Arroyo Hondo.

Ghosts of days past permeated the senses with scenes of frolicking Flower Children living the Power of Love... while the filming of Easy Rider at New Buffalo gave a Loving send-off to a fateful date with hate.

Pensive THOHT stirred... 'All Will Change'.

Blinking my eyes back into focus... I landed on the skinny path like opening.. looking due West. I blinked again.. and watched Twin black cats.. carefully plot their way through the Sage. As the tips of their tails vanished one more black cat noses out into the open space. Much larger and obviously a long hair female... with a tiny black Kitten... tagging at her heels.

I could feel my Heart beat send waves of Warm Love rippling throughout my presence.... lifting my smile even higher. And in a Heart beat all four black cats disappeared into the Sage.

Four days later a neighbor stopped by and mentioned seeing the body of a large black cat on the hiway. The neighbor asked if I was missing one.. and I said no and let it go... Knowing all the while who it was.

It took her three days to show up.. mewing for help and staying hopelessly hidden from view. Breaking a number one rule in the Wilderness.. I left kibble out for her.. and hoped for the best. It worked. The next day she was just within capture range and with a quick scoop of the hand the little black kitten was on her way to Heaven.

She joined the family of an ever growing Feline Pride... as Lucy.

Her first few months were spent in confinement with a construction project underway.. and no place for scampering kittens underfoot. It was a large adobe home.. two stories.. with large open rooms.. no doors.. except to the bathrooms and closets. Consequently... the upstairs half bath would be our Special Room.

Lucy was maybe four weeks old and traumatized by the hiway hit and run. She had a slight limp and a small scratch on her hind leg... which healed quickly with TLC. I would sit upon the closed toilet.. and hold her on my lap while brushing her glossy black coat. And we would converse.

She would look up at me with Green Knowing Eyes and I would say...

"Lucy... you'll be a Big Black Beautiful Kitty and your MaMa will be so proud."

And Lucy would answer.. "Maa Maaa" and begin to clean her Self.. vigorously.

Finally the day arrived when the sound of hammers and table saws ceased and Lucy came out of our Special Room. Her World was so small there.. the house overwhelmed her.. and she scooted quickly under the bed for cover. It wasn't long before she ventured out... noting every quick 'Hidey Hole' for future reference. Lucy would forever be timid and shy... forever my Little Lucy Girl.

Her favorite repose was on the extra pillow right above my head... purring me into Dream Time every night. It was so sleepfully melodic... she would fall asleep first... and I would selfishly touch her and start her motor again.

Lucy is sitting on my lap as I write this tribute to her. It's her day Time favorite place to be... which just happens to be the favorite of the other six Kitties in the Feline Pride. Sharing territory can lead to fiesty sharp confrontations with my lap the largest target. Contrary to the belief that Cats are too independent for a command response... all of my Felines comply to my requests. There in lies the determining difference.. the Intention and the Delivery. Respect is Honoring Life.. be it furry.. feathered.. scaled.. or skin... and Rocks fall in there too.

Sweet Lucy was a persistent and persuasive Task Master for she taught me the Art of Boundaries. Defining... owning... and maintaining what is acceptable and what is not for my Authentic Self. It was a huge endeavor that took forever.. for me to Get It.

Ahh.. but the Light flashed brilliantly on her pushy pussy-cat ways... which personally I think she bears some regret at her fine accomplishment. Especially when she intrudes upon my Tolerance Boundary and I remind her...

"You taught me well... Lucy Girl."

And she looks into my eyes... pleased with her clever cat ways of Wisdom.

Lucy has blossomed in our current home. The spaciousness of her first home has been compressed into small box rooms... squeezing us together like Sardines in a can. I've mumbled more than once about needing some 'Elbow' room. Then watched the Territorial Rights shrink and mellow within the Pride.

Bolder members were retracting sharp claws.. as Lucy began to stretch hers. She stood her ground when confronted and baffled the confrontor with turn around behavior. She races through the house chasing dust puppies and bravely goes where she has not gone before... on the living room window sill... to listen to Bird Song and watch Butterflies glide by.

Watching her brave new wonderful Kitty Self play out her wildest Kitty Cat Dreams... makes my Heart Smile. She is an Endless Source of Love.

I Love You... Lucy.

Follow Your Heart
Patturns


Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers.
All Rights Reserved.






'Healing Mother Earth'

by Patricia C. Myers



"You must be the change you wish to see in the World."
Ghandi


Healing Mother Earth goes hand in hand with Healing Our Self. And although.. every individuals healing is unique it was the Act of Separation that sliced Soul to the Core... creating the wound that is in need of Healing. The feeling of 'Longing to go home'... is the yearning to feel the Source and make the connection Real... here on Earth. Like... Heaven On Earth.

The Harmonic Concordance brought waves of Light flooding Earth with Christ Consciousness. We've been dealing with the feeling ever since. It filled our Essence~Presence with Light... that literally Sparked all the layers of unexpressed Emotions into action. At Times explosively.. that caught us by surprise at unsuspecting moments.. hugely intense and gratefully short.

Touching the Heart is only half of the Healing. Touching the Mind is equally important. Bridging the gap between the Feminine Heart with the Masculine Mind is Truly.. the Healing challenge. So.. I share with you 'Healing Thoughts'.

"It's hard to Feel Inspired... when Thoughts are deeply mired.. in the Density of Time."

The World is a Quagmire of Thoughts... so layered with the History of Time... Humanity is held captive by the Past. Waves of Light have stunned Humanity with Brilliance. Leaving Humanity temporarily... blinded by the sight and spilling over with Emotion. Emotions held in buried silence... deep within the Soul... flood our physical presence asking to Touch our Heart and Feel Freedom.

Heart feels the touch and aches with the pain of buried emotions and rushes to the Windows of the Soul... to wash the pain clear with tears. The physical presence gives a sigh of relief... feeling Lighter. Until once more buried emotions are set free and Heart responds and the cycle begins again. Even though Heart has expressed the feelings the memory of each emotion has been stored within the Mind. And the Key to unlocking the Mind is through understanding how the Mind Serves Thought.

Thought Creates Reality. Thought is energy formed with intention. We translate our thoughts into words... giving them identification and meaning. It is the agreement of Mass Consciousness that a thought expressed 'Matters' or Manifests. The matter is given a name and Mass Consciousness agrees... this is a rock or a house.. or anything that Matters on Earth. When Source Matters... it Materializes. Earth is a Materialized World.

Thoughts are received through sensations that are perceived as pleasurable or painful. We use our collection of pleasure or pain sensations.. as a measure for new experiences. We Know these sensory perceptions as Feelings... or Energetic Motions... E~Motions. The Feeling is received by each one of our Senses and they each contribute their unique perception and send the response through the Nerve Network.. our 'Internal Antennae' or 'Feelers'. Every Feeling is recorded in Time.. what we saw.. heard.. voiced.. tasted.. smelled... an identifiable moment of attachment that we Felt. All of which... is layered within the Mind as Memories.... each and every Moment in Time.

Exceptionally painful memories buried deep beneath the layers... wait silently for the perfect situation to bring them back to Life... start a fresh round of Heart Healing... giving temporary relief... and going back into deep hiding.

Locating and re-solving the painful emotions requires cooperation between Heart and Mind.... creating the opportunity to experience joined forces and feel the strength united.... as One. This is the Balance we seek for our Feminine~Masculine Essence within Self.

Feeling the strength of Balance... Awakens our Knowing. That which resonates within the Heart and Mind of Self that we Know as Truth.

To Heal the Heart~Mind and the Feminine~Masculine

Temper Logic with Compassion.
Temper Compassion with Logic.

Follow Your Heart
Patturns


Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
All Rights Reserved.



'Take Cover'

by Patricia C. Myers




Take Cover
Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
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Feel the awesome Beauty of the Beast...
tease and taunt your curious nerve...
inviting you to Dance with Fear.
Follow your THOHTS
and see where they lead your racing Heart.

Mother Nature has no boundaries...
has no rules.
She responds as the feeling Heart of Earth
expressing the E~Motions
that stream screaming
from the Hearts of All Beings.

She is the 'Echo Chamber' of Mass Consciousness.


Follow Your Heart
Patturns

Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
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'Big and Strong'

by Patricia C. Myers



'Yellow Tulip'
Copyright © 2004 Patricia C. Myers
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Youngest of three.. my sisters.. six and seven years older than me.. unknowingly gave gifts of untold measure in their tortuous pleasure playing "Big and Strong". It was designed to Awaken Courage... no shade of doubt resides in this 'Understudys' mind.

Integrity took the challenge being the six year old 'Under Dog' had no way of Knowing the pain of laughter. The subject, me, voluntarily laid flat on the floor.. arms stretched flat as well.. straight above my head.. while straddled by a 'Twice Your Size' sister who proceeds with the test.

Teasingly.. her hands dance in the air coming closer with each dancing pass to the target... my 'Under Arms'. Darting ever so Lightly taunting the senses of Touch.. releasing a giggle or two in nervous anticipation of the 'Kamikaze Dive' that would explode into rolling fits of laughter.

The test... 'Do not lower your arms.' If you do.. sister number two.. will grab your arms and hold them for you.. while you are unmercifully Tickled to Tears. Courage.. in Deed.. to play "Big and Strong" tapping the well spring of Trust within to 'Understand' the Play of Life.

The "Big and Strong" test is pressed against the Heart and Mind of Humanity for clearly the Play of Life has been 'Undermined' as the anticipated Dive at the target brings no laughter... only Tears.

Hopelessly bound to the 'Work that makes Free' the Hands of Time measure our accountability in Dollar Bills and no sense. Tears are an Ocean away for those who do not Pay to Play... spending another day.. in Paradise.. at the cost of anothers Life.

Feeling helplessly overwhelmed.. we respond robotically.. sheltered in an Illusion of Security reinforced by a weakening House of Cards. There we remain until the Child of Innocence Awakens within to bridge the gap of Heart and Mind.. Letting Go of attachments to re-cycle the Past.

The courage of a six year old in a simple childhood game is the same courage we call upon in dire adversity. Integrity greets the challenge.. with Big Heart and Strong Mind.. the Courage to Love Life.

Visualize a World that makes your Heart Sing.

Be True to Self in everything.

And Life will Love your Courage.


Follow Your Heart
Patturns


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